Trolls-
Saving Tamil One Blogger At A Time.
One of the reasons I started
blogging was because I used to love reading others blogs and wanted to start
writing like them. Over the course of years and many, many blog posts I started
developing a voice of my own, what I hope is a unique style (or is it just my
ego talking?). Curiously even after six years of blogging in English I have
never faced the kind of unique situation I have been facing for my very recent
experimentation in writing blog posts in the vernacular language Tamil.
After crossing a personal
milestone of over 300 posts on my blog I felt kind of stale and realized I had
somehow lost the, shall we say the "oomph" for blogging and was less
and less inclined to sit down and pen my thoughts as a long post instead of
putting up the shortened version as a tweet or a facebook status. Consequently I
thought about whether I could branch out in a completely different sphere in
blogging- something beyond just a new genre in English and hence decided the
time was ripe to start blogging in Tamil. I downloaded the software which
installed Tamil fonts on my word processor and then I just waited for weeks at
end to start writing- waiting forlornly for the inspiration to strike and kick
start my Tamil blogging.
Now for those not in the know-
Tamil is not my mother tongue - that singular honor goes to Telugu- the
language Poet Subramanya Bharathi called "Sundara Telugu" and the
glue which failed to hold together the warring Telengana and Seemandhra regions
of Andhra Pradesh- an abject lesson in the utter stupidity of elevating
language as a linchpin for cultural exclusivity - but that is for another post.
Anyway to return to my language skills- as a student in Chennai I had to perforce
learn to read and write the local language Tamil and as I have passed all my
school level Tamil exams successfully- you have to agree with me that I have a
working knowledge of Tamil- enough to get by without pretending to linguistic
excellence.
And so when I made the recent
decision to explore blogging in the context of the vernacular language Tamil,
in the process hopefully getting into touch with Tamil writing which I had long
lost contact with- I did not really expect the kind of reactions I am now
getting for my Tamil blogs, which is just 3 posts old - a satire post on the
local auto rickshaw drivers, an incident from a trip to Kerala and a film
review. To confess the truth I did have a couple of my earlier English posts (written
long ago, long, long ago) attract vicious real-life attention from those I had
written about on the blog post. But it was just a passing phase and didn’t do
much damage -except to my ego.
Which is why it is such a
different (an unlooked for) experience to be trolled continuously for what is
just/after-all a mere few hundred words on a personal blog. I am astonished to
the extent to which Tamil language lovers have taken the pains to write to me
about the deficiencies in my knowledge of Tamil. Comments have ranged the entire
spectrum of abuse -from the disgrace I bring to the purity of Tamil language in
misspelling words to the insult and indignity I inflict on the ancient Tamil
language by my anglicized Tamil writing. Such vitriolic commenting on posts
which don’t even cross a hundred page views means that they consider me a
public menace and can’t eat or sleep before writing to me. I have saved the
choicest of the comments and feedbacks as a separate folder which I am sure
will offer me great moments of mirth whenever I am feeling low in future.
Anyhow the point I am trying to
make is that one writer- no matter how atrocious his writing is - is not going
to damage a language with a two thousand year old history. Why are the language
aficionados so hell-bent on stopping me from learning Tamil by writing it? Do
you have to be an expert before you even start writing? Is that practical? I
just fail to understand what the overall message is- should those who can’t
write well stop writing? Is that the way to preserve the glory of Tamil? Or
should we get a certificate in Tamil proficiency from these self appointed
guardians before we pick up the courage to start writing in Tamil?
A point to be noted here is that I
am not dissing constructive criticism pointing out my deficiencies- of which I
am myself well aware and will hopefully get rid off in the near future. But I
am merely objecting to pointless abuse which is not helpful in any sense-
except may be to give a sense of pride to the commenter on having saved Tamil
from someone like me. My Tamil writing is not yet a public menace of such
gigantic proportions to deserve so much attention from the guardians of Tamil
pride and purity. And instead of demanding that I stop writing in Tamil I hope
that those with "real Tamil pride" take a boat to Jaffna to save Tamil
pride from even more dangerous enemies to Tamil than yours truly.
The
reason I chose to write this reply to the trolls in English rather than in
Tamil is not because I agree with them but only because this problem is
universal and applies worldwide to every language everywhere. Every single
language, including English, has such self-appointed guardians and Grammar Nazis
who make it their life mission to prevent anyone else from learning the
language by trial and error method. If you listen to them then only those with
perfect diction can even speak the language- which is a position to the far
side of idiocy.
Language,
whatever its other merits is just a tool for communication and hence has to
keep evolving with time and use. An ossified language with undisturbed purity
is just a dead language- ask Sanskrit -which failed to keep up with times
despite its much touted perfect grammar. The reason English thrives worldwide
is because it is so accommodating of modern usage despite its Grammar Nazis who
are merely fleas on a dogs back. Language cannot be a binder or glue to
greatness not even past greatness and to argue otherwise is to close our eyes
to reality. Let’s give language it’s just due- as a tool adapted for human use-
rather than place it on a pedestal and worship it. Let’s welcome with open
hands those who wish to learn it and use it despite their shortcomings in
speaking it. And let’s not forget that it’s not just native language speakers
who are important for bringing pride to a language- for example- the Italian
Veeramamunivar was a stalwart contributor to the growth of Tamil language wasn’t
he?
And
finally a personal reply to all those trolls who want me to stop writing
henceforth in Tamil. Sorry to reject your advice but my mind is made up to
continue my learning of Tamil. I may muddle my way through atrocious Tamil
writing but hopefully one day I will pick up enough Tamil skills to impress
even you. Till then- I hope you wait and show some patience. Be seeing you
around. And oh - keep those comments coming; I could do with a good laugh now
and then.
விடா முயற்சி விஸ்வரூப வெற்றி \m/
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