Why
I Would Love To Kick Social Activists And Other Do-Gooders - Plus My Philosophy
Of Life, Generally.
There is a folk tale told about
the wise man Tenali Raman and King Krishnadevaraya of the Vijaynagara Empire.
When the kings mother dies without getting her last wish fulfilled of eating a
mango before her death, the king asks the priests how to propitiate his dead
mothers soul and the priests' advise him to honour his mothers last wish before
dying by giving mangoes made of gold to all the priests. When the King's
Minister Tenali Raman hears of this he invites all the priests home and brands
them with a hot iron rod saying it was his dead mother’s last wish to be burnt
by a hot iron. The priests and the king learn their lesson that even good deeds
have to be intelligent deeds.
I am reminded of this story
whenever I see a social activist trying to drum up support for
"Causes" by playing on people’s guilt. As someone who works in the
government medical sector, I get invited to a lot of causes by Ngo's and social
activists. Barring a few, a very few honorable exemptions (like rain in the Sahara
desert) the rest are merely doing their social activities for gain -either
monetary or for social standing among their peer group.
At a recent NGO's office I
visited, there was a large wall map of the globe with pins stuck on it on a
dozen different countries worldwide. When I enquired about the pins the lady in
charge proudly explained that it showed the number of countries they got
donations from -"in dollars" the woman proudly explained. I asked her
then, genuinely puzzled, if she had all that money "in dollars" with
her why was she angling with me to organize a free medical camp by recruiting
my friends informally while she could as well hire the best doctors and buy the
best medicines to give at camp- at market rates- after all the dollar was now
at stratospheric heights compared to the rupee.
She hemmed and hawed and said it
was against the policy of their NGO to buy things- they only distributed things
they get by free donation. My next question was, in that case what happens to
all those dollars sent from those dozen countries? She told me with a straight
face that the money was spent on "Administrative expenses". Puzzled i
asked naively "what administrative expenses?" for from what i
observed it didn’t look to be large enough an organization like NASA to require
all those administrative expenses. She took pity on my ignorance and said
"you know, staff salaries, vehicle expenses, fuel, food and sundries"
and i mentally added to that list- centralized air conditioning, staff meetings
over dinner at five star restaurants to cry over the starving masses etc. I
nodded my head in understanding- getting it at last- no wonder its so expensive
to take care of the poor and unfortunate- there are so many administrative
expenses to take care of first.
The above example is not one of
its kind and not an exception at all - by and far it is the norm when it comes
to NGO'S and social organizations. Which is why I politely but point blank
refuse to participate in any free medical check up camps organised by any
social worker -professional or amateur. Those who come and preach to me about
how medicine is a "noble profession" are the very same ones who
behave so ignobly in their lives and interactions with everyone else.
On the whole, I don’t buy this
"You are lucky that you are so fortunate, so you have to suffer in remorse
for those unfortunate" line being peddled by social activists and
do-gooders. I have a brain of my own with a well functioning cerebrum,
cerebellum and medulla oblongata and it tells me to apply reason before guilt. My reason tells me that as an individual I am responsible
for my own troubles and as I cannot lay the blame of my own failings at the
feet of others they too cannot lay their sufferings at my conscience. Playing
the blame game is going to get me nowhere if I am not willing to accept
responsibility for my condition and by my actions make a difference to my own
life first. Or I could wallow in self pity and blame everyone else. It’s a
choice I have to make every single day when I get up in the morning and face
sunlight. Laying the blame on society is pure cowardice, according to my way of
thought.
To confess the truth, I did not
really come to this conclusion suddenly. It took me a long period of time to
learn to use my gift of reason and see the truth as it is and not till my teens
I learned to trust my faculty of self reasoning above all the preaching by
others. When I was a school kid I had the benefit of twelve years of a convent
education under priests of the catholic faith. Every Friday, the good fathers
used to thunder at us about the sins and iniquities of mankind and how
privileged we all were when compared to the less fortunate. The way they told
us kids - the only way to come out of sin was to surrender at the feet of
Jesus, grieve for our advantages and work for the poor. I so want to believe
that the poor fathers must have practiced what they preached but I never can
remember seeing a thin starving father (priest) who suffered by proxy for all
the starving children of god. The fathers were all fat, smiling and prosperous
looking despite their obvious discomfort for the suffering masses of people.
Maybe their suffering was all spiritual and never bodily.
Anyway this constant reminders of
our guilt for the less fortunate’s around us, had me one day reaching for the
source code of it all- the Bible- where I found this profound advice which
changed my whole outlook on this preaching of guilt process. The episode I
refer to involves Jesus feet being washed by a woman and one of the disciples
chides her for wasting the oil by anointing his feet which could have been sold
and the proceeds given to the poor. Jesus rebukes the zealot and tells him
"the poor will always be with you, I will not". Reading those words
straight from his mouth was a light bulb moment for me as I realized then that
the poor will always be there and it was no fault of mine. It just was reality.
The world was made like that- there would be prosperous people, there would be
poor people and nothing can change the fact of their existence- not even god.
When the reality of it all struck
me the scales fell of my eyes and I looked around at society with a new
understanding. Unfortunately for me I was living in a socialist country at that
time. The India of the late 80's and early 90's where I grew up was a communist
country in all but name. As all socialist countries do, Indian society (and
polity) punished exceptionalism and rewarded mediocrity. The Television
channels were all state owned and were full of documentaries showing starving
kids in Somalia and Sudan with big protruding bellies and sunken ribs with the
subliminal message that said "see - their governments let them starve, at
least we, the Indian government give you food for your bellies even if we dont
give you anything else resembling freedom of thought or action".
As per sound communist doctrine-
perfected in Russia and China, when the population was reduced to a fight for
their very existence then they would have no energy to fight for other rights
like freedom of thought or expression. It was a grim sobering time in the early
90's where the only inspirational thing I remember was the story of a college
dropout who went onto found a company in his garage and made it a success- Bill
Gates of Microsoft fame- a man who put the lie to the entire Indian
Governmental Policy of - we are a developing nation and we will stay a
developing nation where people fight over raw necessities and can never dream
of success on a global scale. If Mr. Gates could make it from his garage then i
could do it too, was the take home message I got from his story.
Anyway the point of the above
story is that slowly but surely I developed the faculty of critical thinking
and reasoning. I refused to swallow lies and propaganda- be it from anyone-
figures of authority or people I trusted. With time solid reasoning became the
benchmark with which i made all my decisions. The truth became my goddess and
honesty became my religion. And I came to the independent conclusion that no
individual could be held responsible for all the inequalities of society. All
these public service messages by NGO's and social activists about the needy and
unfortunate suffering because others more fortunate are not helping them was
suddenly revealed as just another form of indoctrination like what religion and
politics preach but dont practice.
My clear understanding of the lies
of communism showed me the truth that no one could be a slave to the needs of
anyone else. Each
man’s life is his own to live and he need not needlessly sacrifice it to any
cause thought up by self-appointed arbiters of
morality who sit in judgment over their fellow men in committees and
societies (or as NGO’s). Blaming others and blaming society for all the ills
suffered by individuals is just taking the easy way out and not facing reality.
Reality is Reality. You cannot change
facts even with the best of intentions. Every man starts with the same basic
advantage of humanity. What he does with it defines his life. And so the only obligations
we have to contribute to our society’s needs is by way of personal example, by
living our lives to the fullest and happily. To say otherwise is to bind men
into slavery with sweet words and noble intentions - but slavery nevertheless.
To conclude my argument- in the
end we cannot save everyone, we can only help humanity by helping one person at
a time starting with ourselves. Save yourself first before being presumptuous
enough to save the rest of mankind. Are you happy with your current life,
pleased with where you are on your life’s journey? If so, your happiness can
itself serve as a lesson to all those wallowing in the depths of misery and
self pity. To be a beacon of happiness to guide others through the dark times
of their lives- is what I decided to do with my life. Always living positively
despite all the doom and gloom of everyone around me is what I actually do every
day. It’s not as easy as it sounds- but I try.
So the next time any of these
social workers come to me and try to play the guilt card to society by
espousing causes to me, they are going to get a good long kicking up their
backs.. be warned.
A sentiment, so well-written, I agree with 100% Kudos! I had this big smile on my face as I went through this post.. :)
ReplyDeletethank you Asha...your comment made my day
DeleteVery true...every line of what you said is so true...and the society today is full of people who make social activity a cult. However, trust me, when I say, there are still people who just do for that gives them a satisfaction of being a human being and of being of some help. First of all, those who cannot help themselves, will never be able to help the society. Moreover, those who exploit in the name of NGOs - are actually making intelligent Ganesh's like you think that this world is just selfish...there are thinkers and doers beyond the publicity and fame that is required to continue the tag line of NGOs in the fake name of service and unfortunate....basically...the need is there in the society and if we can reach out to atleast few with no expectations of any returns, our job is done. Being one who spends few hours every month for some noble cause or the other that is close to my heart, I know I reach out to the needy...we dont have a NGO or a benefit out of this...its just giving back my 10 cents in which ever small way I could do....
ReplyDeletethanks for your comment umasree, and i agree that there are many people who do things anonymously like- for example i am reminded of Karna from Mahabharata as someone who did his bit without aiming for any return. but those people are getting rare and rarer- its the other kind you find everywhere nowadays- hence my rant.
DeleteMy thoughts, Dok and you have argued your point so well. Thanks for the excellent post on a sensitive topic.
ReplyDeleteJoy always,
Susan
thanks for the thumbs-up susan.....was in fact in a bit of a quandary earlier whether to sanitize the post to make it more bland or go with it- the way i wrote it flat out....now i am glad that i stuck to my convictions
DeleteSame peelings of India, idha sonna nambala kenayann nu solraanga!
ReplyDeleteKenayan is the least of what they will say charan......kadhula raktham varum
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